I can no longer hide
all those feelings I’ve
held inside
all the pain nd
all the misery
all the anquish
and defeat

no longer can I hide
or even runaway
I’ve gotta face
the people
who took my happiness away

today I am exposed
telling all who don’t know
what I’ve been through
and how I’ve felt

I’m exposing the truth
about me
exposing everything
I want you to see

I’ve suffered for
my whole entire life
my dad hates me
my brother despises me
my mom dislikes me
nd I’m all alone

I’ve been abused
verbally nd sexually
I ache inside
because I see those other girls
it seems like they have
everything in the world
they seem to have the
family nd friends
nd everything within

nd then I look at myself
modeling..not good enough
sports..I wasn't good enough
pageants..not good enough
my family tells me tht I’m not good enough
they put me down nd belittle me
I tell them my dreams
nd all they do is laugh

I try to be happy
I try to smile
but it’s so difficult
cause I really dont know
how

I’ve dealt with my illness
so hard to get through
a single day
but my friends are always there
encouraging me in every way

knowing that atleast one person
hears me and listens
means the most to me
this isn’t a plea
or a beg for sympathy
I just wanted to expose
certain things that no one
else knows about me





 
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