Dimly lit eyes look at me from out of the darkness, what is it you see in
me?
No brightness can be found as I wander.
The moon has cast a sullen shadow upon the young earth.
Beautiful, yet so spiritless.
Heavy-hearted because love has taken everything away.
"Where has my love gone?", I cry in despair as the sun leaves the
sky forever.
Can you not see, Sir, that I love you?
That I am clinging to life by one small thread?
My eyes only permit the sight of my life torn asunder.
I crumple to the ground as I realize that I will never be whole again.
How can such a terrible thing as pain can come from such great a thing as
love?
Do you cry out at night because your worst nightmare is about to come true?
Do you see me when my tears fall from my eyes, roll down my cheeks, linger
on my lips, and die?
You don't see.
I've been living with this pain for so long.
I want to feel again.
I just want to find something that I've wanted all along.
I just want to let go. Just leave me be.
Will my wounds ever heal?
Can I bring myself to live with the fact that I am torn forever?
Sometimes all you can do is hold back the tears, smile, and pretend
it's okay.
Nothing can keep me from looking back.
I will always be a part of you.
The one who tries to eat away at you until you give in. I never intended it
to be this way.
It is easier to run away than to look back.
It's easier to forget than to feel.
I can't face this pain alone.
I stand here screaming but you dont want to hear me.
You turn your back to me.
You don't look at me for the tears pouring from my despondent eyes only
make you pity me.
It never goes away..
The pain never stops.
No one can help me.
I can't move on.
My heart is broken and always will be, as long as I see you, day by day it
breaks a little more for you.
One day there will be nothing left.
I'm so completely in love with you that I'd die without you.
Is my love even questionable?
I don't know how I got this way, I'll never be alright.
Before I die, I just want you to know that I will always and forever be in
love with you.
-M
 
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