My mind is a black hole
Everything gets sucked in
Its dark and hollow here
and nobody would follow.
Im trapped inside
Here I hide
I cry out to nothin
a deep feeling inside
no voices to hear
not even an echo
its all barred
I walk on thorns
my blood not spared.
my heart is like ice
it's cold but I dont care
i hate the people who left
The ones that used or pretended to care
but now I am nothing
And people point and stare.
Im weak to you
Im standing on the edge
Im on my last nerve
You wish I were dead
but do you truly now the shit that goes on in my head?
you rape my feelings
You rip my heart in two.
You tear my soul.
Im dead to you.
my feelings are useless
my conscience tend to get in the way.
You hurt me first
Now I take your life away.
You blame the shit
That seems to change
You call me a freak
you call me strange
Tell me you hate me
That you wish me dead
Tell me that there is evil inside my head.
Needles are driven into my skin
I tell myself
That I musn't give in.
I sit in a corner
filled with rage
Id rather be locked up
Inside a cage
A flower doesnt live forever.
It wilts and it dies
and gets covered with flies.
I strip your skin and pull it tight
I watch you bleed through your eyes...
it was your stare that I despise
Suck me into your hole
And please leave me alone.
Im sick of this
Im sick of life
Im sick of ya'll with your
lies.
lies.
lies.
 
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