Hi Nana,
How are you? For the past 2 years since you passed away mom and I have
been feeling quite blue. You don't understand how much I miss you,
I'm sure my mom feels the same way too. Why you had to keep smoking
cigaretts? I don't know..I warned you and now look your dead now and
how? I said many times I told you how I feel. Until you passed away on that
very bad day I won't mention it because it's too hard to say, I
wonder if it was real. That my own grandma had died when I was 12. I still
cry now because I miss you so but, now I'm 14 almost 15 strong as can
be. Waiting until I can be in heaven with just you, me and maybe the family.
I know you look down at your daughters and grandchildren as well as others.
I know they mean a lot to you. But, doesn't this situation bother you?
I'm sure it does because I know you regret for what you have done. Each
time I see a cigarett I think about you, how many packs you smoked a day. I
know I should have wrote this awhile ago I just never had the guts to. This
is bad timing but oh well I guess you can tell that I miss you. When my mom
called the house from your hospital room dad had picked up the phone. I was
about to go to sleep and have a pleasant dream until they had hung up, dad
came up to me and said that you passed away. I couldn't believe it I
had to see it with my eyes. And when I walked into your room I cried, cried,
and cried. I was afraid to touch you and say goodbye. You were so pale,
white, and cold too. I really didn't want to say those words but I
guess I had to because everything that was happening was so true. So I went
to your bed that you were lying in tilt my head, held your hand that was
cold and had no feeling to it, gave you a kiss on your cheek and said I love
you and goodbye...
 
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