I want to listen to my heart,
I always have and I thought I always will.
But as I think about it I realize how much of me it’s killed.
My own heart has betrayed me,
Gotten me into all of this,
If I had only stuck by all the rules by which I used to live.
I can’t let you see me in pain,
I won’t.
I won’t give you that.
Though it may all be a misunderstanding I won’t sit by and become fate’s
toy.
So now I shape my own destiny,
Feelings I no longer care to see.
Love used to be what carried me,
But now the fight, everything, has gone out of me.
I only want to see your face,
My heart belongs to you.
But you can have it, I don’t want it,
There’s nothing I can do.
I’ve been alone one long time before,
I guess I can do it again even though it is you my soul adores.
How can you mean so much to me?
I thought I didn’t need anything.
Thought that I meant the world to you,
But I guess nothing you said was true,
And that knowledge is killing me.
I don’t see anyone else but you,
My heart, my mind, my soul are through.
I know I must go on,
So from this day to the next,
I won’t let my own emotions screw with me,
So in pure defiance of my own heart,
I will carry on,
Nonetheless still missing you.
 
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