I go to a party that i didn't want to go to if she was there
But he lied to me and she is also here
She thinks she is so much better cause she is older but she doesn't
even know me
She dosen't even open one eye to see
She is selfish and i can't stand the way she attracts him more
I mean i was there before
He meant her this year and just started to talk to her
He knew me forever
Well atleast that's how we think
And i only see him maybe once every week
It's not like it use to be when we were together
We seem so apart but we have forever
He shouldn't ignore me when he tells me i am his bestfriend
He should be there for me til the end
I mean she isn't his girlfriend or i would understand
But he is a man
They think like that sometimes
They are alike
But not him like he just wants attention not sexually
I am glad he likes people also for personality
Or we would never even be so close
I mean we grow closer, closer than most
I love him he is my world
And i am his bestfriend, i am his girl
I would be a lending shoulder for him if he ever needed one
He will always be loved by someone
I wish i could express the way i feel to him but he wouldn't hear me he
dosen'y listen well
He just says okay and cool
I get a one word vocabulary but i still like him as my bestfriend
I mean i get more sometimes or our conversations would end
So i love him now and forever will
Being with him is always a thrill
I will always be to him true
I love you
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