this longing need
an ever-growing naferious seed
crippling hunger
blooming within me like a flower
with all this
still i desire
sweating beneath frozen skin
molten fire unfurles like ship's masts
aphrodite's nector to the mind
poison to the soul
a decieving cocoon that nourishes me
too fast to contain
well worth any pain
my body
hydroelectrified
synthetic sex for my mind
euphoric bliss for my body
father
i now confess
my life
a decided mess
needing a helping hand
even a loving god to understand
a slave to the fix
death shakes take hold
im falling
thoughts are sleeping
pulse silently creeping
moving in a dreamlike haze
a slave to the fix
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