Let me slip in,
Slip into this life,
A life that I can't win,
I'd rather pick up a knife.
I look so perfect,
I'm really horribley not,
I need time to reflect,
My depression couldn't be caught.
I look so pretty in my skin,
Behind the pretty smile,
All I do is hide within,
In my shoes try to walk even a mile.
I like my front I give to you,
It helps me get by,
Does it hurt you that this is true?
How can you even ask why?
I cover my tracks day after day,
No one knows my real true pain,
Maybe I could tell you today,
I wanna cut it down to the vein.
Your the first to ask or care,
Do you really wanna know?
All you do is sit and stare,
You really want me to show?
Your always by my side,
You want to be near me always,
With you I don't want to hide,
I haven't cried in so many days.
Are you my happiness?
What I always needed to find?
Everyone else was so careless,
Your so sweet and so kind.
Please don't ever leave me?
You promised me everthing,
You make me who I need to be,
You never give me a bad feeling.
I like my clothes,
I like myself,
I know that it shows,
I no longer feel like a doll on a shelf.
Your what I've always needed,
I'm now who I'm happy to be,
All my wishes you've exceeded,
To my life, you were the key.
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