yeterday i almost fell
i slipped up and almost faded away
my pain lingered on the edge
i thought i could sneak away
from the damage of the past
even though i couldn't see it
it hovered like a vulture
over my drunken head
sitting on her couch
my friend asked me questions
it was hard just to think
confused, that's me
everywhere i look around me
there's only pain and suffering
i don't understand
sometimes it's just too hard
to go through the day
i try not to feel or see
anything thats hurtful
it confuses me
i see the light sometimes
and wish i could reach out
and hold it, as if it were mine
but it seems i can never
get anywhere near it
its just a spec in the distance
but it gives me hope
yet i'm still confused
i'm stuck in this world
of destruction and pain
and i can see the good
but never touch it
it's confusing
i'm confused by the pull of this world
 
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