* i dont know how to change the title of my poem..so ill just type it here*

Permanent Acception

i always walk away an enemy
i cant help this mystery
i always feel awful
i always feel guilty
i aways feel its my fault

i have no way to fix it
i have no solution
i dont know my problem yet
i only know i have one

i want to indulge
in all the things i feel
execpt theres that thing
that mystery
that holds me back
keeps me from
sharing
all love's flavor
all loves's passion


i cant get myself
to give in
to his
enchantment
i cant get myself
to show
all my
infatuation
i always leave
without accepting
the disappointment
i've given

i always walk away
an ememy
i cant help
this mystery
i always feel
so guilty
i always feel
its my fault

my problem..
i've forbid myself
from loving
from proving my love
i just dont want to
accecpt it!

i have no way to fix it
i have no solution
i have not arrived
at a way to repair
cause i have not allowed
permanent acception
 
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