you act like im a slut
and that im a whore
but im really not
i just want sumthin more
sumthin more as in
to get away from this place
to sumwhere where i feel wanted
and my roots want leave a trace

all i ever wanted was love
and jus a lil bit of attention
but no i never got neither
until i got in trouble or detention
you never seemed to care
until i started to tell you how i feel
when i told that it was you
my heart you didnt try to heal

you said it was my friends
thats why had had an attitude
but you couldnt see
that all along it was you who made me have a tude
it was all of the pain that i held inside
all of the guilt you made me have
you always acted like everything was my fault
when you or someone else was mad

well im here to tell you this
that it was not me or my friends
it was you and my family
who drove me to this end
this is not where i ever pictured myself
as a girl who gave up and didnt care
a girl who would do just about anything to get away
from this place that her family shared

but yea i am that girl now
and its all your fault
with all your lies and what you put me through
if you wanted to you could make this come to a hault
instead of trying to corrupt my life worse than it is
you could try to give me love and concern
instead of turning my friends against me
you could actually learn
you could learn from their parents
the ones who show them love
the ones who dont lie to their kids
and the ones who give them more

you think that you never do any wrong
well look at me dont you think that is wrong
i am not mrs. perfect and never will be
not after what i've been put through this long
my mother has been beat in front of my eyes
i have been beat and no ones heard my cries
no matter how bad my brother treats me
hes oh so innocent in your eyes
our family isnt perfect
but nobodys really is
but for once in your life blame yourself
and stop blamin my friends

i say i hate you
which im almost there
because you blame me for everything
and you never say "im proud of you girl"
well heres a thing or two of my mind
i hope you consider to take my advice
please stop blaming me and actually care
because if not i mite jus leave your life. . .
forever

 
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