The week of my 12th birthday everything was great I was getting along with
everyone no arguments no hate me and my friend met these boys out in her
yard one night we didn’t know who they were it was so dark there was no
light they asked us some perverted questions but they acted very kind and
when they said we’re gonna have sex with you we acted like we didn’t mind we
did this for 3 weeks later I was home I was sitting outside all alone one of
the boys called and asked if he could come over I didn’t know what to say so
I quickly said no not today he begged me so I finally said fine he said ill
probably come over somewhere around nine the time came I was so scared and
didn’t know what to do I tried to call my friend I really wish she knew the
boy knocked on the window I pulled up the screne he climbed in the window
and layed on the bed he asked me what I wanted to do I don’t remember what I
said I asked him what he wanted to do even though I didn’t want to know he
told me to come over so I did as he said he took off my clothes and headed
for my chest then he took off his pants and I thought I was about to cry and
when he stuck it in me I thought I was going to die after that he left and
he kissed me on the head I knew I just been used I couldent even look at my
bed I called him but he never answerd the phone and if someone did it was
his brother and he said he wasn’t home my whole 7th grade year I thought
about that night and cried about it all the time I couldn’t seem to get it
off my mind but ill try my best to forget but it will all take time now and
then ill hear his friends laugh at me and make jokes I know ill never make a
mistake like that again. . .
 
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