Have you ever felt that feeling to where you angry but u don’t wanna be?
You’re always scared that you'll lose them so fast that you'll never be able
to see them again.
Have you ever seen her cry and feel sorry?
Have you ever hurt her feelings and made her cry.
Have you ever seen her sake in worry that she'll lose you?
Have you ever been scared that you’ve hurt her but didn’t act like you did.

Well I've been the her way to many times.
I'm just to scared.
You never talk to me to make me feel safe.
I try being nice but sometimes I just wanna slap you.
I try running from my fears but it’s to hard.
I've tried to many times you see.
I've been hurt to many times you see?

Probably not.
You can’t see me.
You see right trough me.
It hurts you know.
It really dose.
I make sacrifices for you.
Can’t you make some for me?
I'm always happy for you but your never happy for me.
You always make your self-look better then me.
So I try to make my self-look better then you.

But I've lost the race.
I've lost this childish game.
I'll just sit her watching you suck in all the fame.
I've lost again.
One more time to add.
Can't you see I'm hurt and begging for your sympathy?

Will you ever look back at me and pick me up from the ground?
Will you?

 
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