Just moments before we barley even knew eachother.
Now Im laying on the floor with everyone watching us.
Its my first I was so ready I didnt care who it was.
It started out so wrong.
I was playing around when you taped my wrists together.
But you unbuttoned my jeans I never even thought to say no.
Then I moved to the floor from the bed.
You pushed your fingers into me at first.
Then I felt something I've never felt there before.
Now I knew that I could'nt say no.
You pushed into me slowly I could feel it go all the way in.
Our friends where watching tv as we were having sex.
This was'nt what I dreamed this was'nt what I planed.
I barley know you and you barely know me.
But here we are making this thing called love but its not love for us.
Still you move in slow paces trying not to hurt me.
Ten minutes pass and we are still going.
Our friends are still watching tv and we are still havin sex.
Im goin trough my mind why am I doin this?
Why am I laying here with somebody I dont even know?
The twenty minutes later we stop and our friends laugh but I cry.
I cry becuase of what I've done.
Its a huge mistake the one I will always regret.
I'll never forgive myself.
I have no clue what I have just done.
I still regret to this day.

 
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