She left me alone
in an unknown place,
a place where I cry,
a place where I want to die.

The things she says
makes me hate myself
the things she does
makes me want to kill myself

I feel like I'm suffocating,
like I'm being strangled,
I feel like I'm trapped
in a room with no doors.

I feel like I'm crying,
even when I'm "happy",
but what is "happy"?
I really don't know.

I may have family
and people that love me,
but it's never enough
when my own mother left me.
 
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