Where were you yesterday when i fell apart?
Sure, you got sick atleast you can lie.
You noticed my hatred building from the start.
You knew I was depressed...it's almost like you wanted me to die.
I felt so bad, and i told you every day.
Couldnt you see my world falling around me?
Did you actually want it this way?
Was it that hard to be my friend?
And share this nightmare I live out,
To share this dream I can't breathe without,
To read these letters i write?
Was it that hard to listen?
It's almost like you promised me a happy ending.
With those lies and fake smiles you gave me.
Yesterday was the first day of the rest of your life to change.
How many more friends can you sell out?
How many more friends can you ignore before they shout?
How many more friends do you want to end up like i did?
Or did i forget to tell you?
Yesterday when you didnt show up i slit my wrist.
But that was too much pain so i slit my own throat.
That was your chance and i guess it was mine too.
This is where everything I ever dreamed about becomes true.
This is where the past will come back to haunt you.
This is where you'll remember everything i wrote.
And this is why, because its my suicide note.
 
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