Cut yourself until you bleed,
Make sure your pain is worth the blood,
Crying on the inside,
Screams that no one hears,
Blood dripping from your arm,
You put yourself in agony,
Little things that make you tick,
Exploding like bombs on the inside,
Tears of both relief and shrill terror,
Wondering why you cannot stop,
Listening to the voices in your head,
Saying “Cut yourself more a little deeper it wont hurt”
So you cut and you cut and cut some more but it’s never enough,
Willing your wounds to go deeper and deeper with each passing moment,
Finally the wounds are deeper than deep,
You cannot stop,
You cannot cry,
You cannot ask for help,
No one understands you,
Feeling more and more like you do not belong,
Until one day you cannot take anymore,
You put the blade in the same place, With the same intention as always,
But this time you go too far,
You cut too deep,
The floor is cold as you lie on it,
Crying in relief,
As your life ever so slowly slips away in screams of pain and peace..
 
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