Without you what?
I wouldn't be alive
I would be crying all day
and wonder why, why!! did i act the way i did
i'd fall to my knees in misery
tightly holding onto your photo to my chest
realizing all the shit i put you through
and I'd die of not having you in my life.
Please,
You never realized what you were doing,
and until now I didn't either.
You told me you loved and really cared,
but after every time I'd wait by the phone
hoping i'd hear it ring for just once,
I felt sad, depressed and all this anger building up
ready to burst out onto you like a volcano about to erupt.
But you never seemed to understand
or looked deep enough into my lieing eyes,
trying to hold onto the pain inside me.
I thought I needed you in my life
to catch me when I slipped or jumped.
But somehow now i can support myself.
So, without you what?......

(not bcuz of my boyfriend, maria)


 
Copyright © simplifire, All Rights Reserved