Searching, searching for a definite sign.
Faith and happiness, for once I could call mine.
I’ve looked high and looked low, though did not succeed.
This prison of emotions has not yet been freed.

It’s a blender full of feelings I cannot deny.
These thoughts, I must learn to boldly justify.
I need to speak up and not hold it in.
For a silent battle is one you can’t win.

But how can I move on when there’s nowhere to start?
No one to confide in, cuz we’re all so far apart.
My life, it’s not placid nor near what I want.
These characteristics and features are none I should flaunt.

It’s time to be satisfied with the person that I am,
The being that’s inside of me- the one who often ran.
I know that I can achieve this high and lofty goal.
But realize you can’t help- it’s within my own soul.

 
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