If Im surrounded by all this hat and pain down here
Is it possibly more up there to make it rain up there
Will i ever get to see one day where i wont have to care
But to think of thats like me being happy do i even dare
If i ever reach those golden covered gates
Let me go so eveyone will remember my dieing dates
Ive asked nothing besides the pain to be lifted
When is all this going to change and my life will be shifted
So it doesnt have to seem like im fighting evil all the time
one day itll be more then just me be to the army of mine
Sence it feels like ive been fighting this battle all alone
Like all i am is a matter of crushed bones
Can i just be able to fight along the side of the lord
Bc if i dont itll be a losing battle fight a double sided shord
If he fights along my side that will be so needed
Bc i feel like to him ill have to be pleeding
I know i havent been the best i could of been
I have cuased alot of trouble like my last name is sin
I just hope he hears my crying plees
The ones i cry while being on my knees while in a dark room where i cant
see
I just have a funny feeling that my life will be full of that
Of nothing but darkness and the crys of the devils bats



 
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