~**Please |C|o|m|m|e|n|t|**~

Did you? Did you miss me while i was gone,
Did you cry like i cries till dawn,
Did you look at the night sky and wonderig if i was looking at the same
moon,
Did you wish that you could see me soon,
Did you ponder, mind wonder, scream, dream, cry, ask yourself why, Shed a
tear drunk tons of beer,
Like i did,
Did you see the new person you've become in the mirror,
Did you have to rock yourself to sleep at night,
Did you wish we never had that fight,
Did you do these things i was sufficated to do,
Everyday wishin to hear from you,
But dont worry thats over with now,
No more worrying or stressing on how,
How could you do all this and not care,
how fuckin much i said its not fare,
To much in my life for a fourteen year old to bare,
Your fists smashed my pride,
Your my dad...that makes it hard to hide,
I just wish you were sorry for what you did,
I wish you wouldnt have replaced me with her kids,
While I was crying they had my dad,
I never knew what i great dad i HAD,
But hes gone now,
Swallowed and trapped inside himself alone,
Walking and thinking on his own,
As a robot trying to impress the world,
Or maybe only his girl,
Thinkin hes so cool but he doesnt know how cool i thought he was before,
Now im out of his heart, Slammed in the door,
Im not his favorie anymore,
Let alone anything to him,
He treats his kids like his own,
Trapping me all alone in this deppression zone,
But hey thats okay,
I have this knife anyway,
It will visit me night and day,
And i will never have to worry he always wants to play,
It will dance arcossed my skin,
Covering every memory of him,
Me and my knife will dance into my eternity,
Now i wont be scared because i have something here for me.
 
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