I don't know how much more I can take
This sadness is too much to bare
You don't know how much I Hate this place
And the fact that you don't care

Why was I born unto you?
And that savage you call my father
I deal with the shit you put me through
But I don't know why I bother

Today was the first time I cut myself
It felt so good to bleed
There was no one to go to for help
No one to give me what I need

For now I've only done it twice
But I fear I might be addicted
I'm about to make the ultimate sacrifice
For these wounds were self-inflicted

Watching blood drip down my wrist
Oh, it feels so good
Knowing death is in the midst
Yet still staying where I stood

Feeling death float around me
I think I'm getting scared
Darkness coming, I can't see
These thoughts are hard to bare

Hearing voices, seeing light
Some one! What's going on here?!
Eyes won't open, Mouth sealed tight
I fear the end is near

Down a hallway I slowly walk
Angry eyes aimed at me
Hollow voices continue to talk
They just wont let me be..

I try to shout, try to yell
No sounds will come out
I fear Mary's ringing her bell
My soul is lost in doubt

My eyes adjust to the light
I still see nothing but black
I start to jump as the razor bites
No warnings of attack

Now I'm lying in a heap
Dying On the floor
Out of my body, the blood does seep
I want to cut some more...
 
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