As I sit alone in my room
I wonder where I've gone wrong
Was I as flawed as I thought?
Was as I flawed as you said?
Am I that bad of a person
in which you must go and
suicide?

Everyday as I dream awake
I wonder what I should do
how I should act
how I should feel...
but in all honesty
All I can really do is nothing
and all I can feel is the numbess of nothing

I realized today
that I have done this to you
that it was all my fault
I was the one who screamed and shouted
I was the one full of anger and madness
I was the one who could barely hear herself shout out her feelings
As you walked away
I was the one who locked you up
in your cage
in your mind
Full of twisted thoughts
and lonliness was your only friend you had
And that cage soon become your home
forever...
 
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