(like a good pet, its confusing. but just think of what it looks like before
you write an email...and yea its 2:30 in the morning and so this is how i
feel)


the blankness, the before
the blinking idle line
the clear, white and empty
was all i ever was without you

to have a new beginning
is what i wish i had now

i wish i was a clean slate

i wish only you had written your words upon
to fill my heart as big as it could get
and me do the same for you if not more

if u only knew how much it hurts to know how long you hurt the most precious
thing to ever come into your life
i have no room to express my pain
but yet it seems as if its all i ever have when youre nowhere near
and when youre upset i always stop and think
time is something we can never get back
and i never want to waste the time we have when we can get somewhere

and i only wanna get somewhere with you




 
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