Don’t even bother cuz I know you won’t ask.
You’re too wrapped up in your own life’s flask.
Good for you, you achieved your goal.
You’ve made me want to dig a hole.
A hole to China, where they may understand
How stupid everyone is here on American land.
The people living here they just don’t get it.
Thinking they’re depressed when their boyfriend gives them shit.
Well I’m sorry you’re sad, but all I can say
Is that what you’re experiencing is just a bad day.
A day out of many that for once you are sad
But try being me-- every day’s bad.
You say you know the feelings I have,
Day by day, always being sad.
But I know you don’t get it cuz you can’t comprehend
I’m not seeking attention; I’m not aiming to offend.
Sometimes I don’t know why I’m so depressed
About life in itself, why everything’s so messed.
Why can’t I be normal, and atleast know how
To bring myself up, to not graze like a cow…
On the life that I hate and the shit that you make
To make yourselves appear so fake.
I can tell you don’t have a clue about me
For you don’t even bother to look over and see…
See that I’m sad and It’s not just a hoax.
I’m yearning to be happy while life pushes and pokes.
Maybe God wants me to learn something new-
Something to help me and to find something to do.
But I can’t be alone when everyday’s cold.
I feel so left out left to rot and to mold.
So don’t bother to ask cuz it’s not okay.
You can’t help me and you don’t know what to say.
 
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