When I think back
To those things he said to me that night
I wish i had told him how i really felt
I wish i had put up more of a fight.
But I didn't try and it was my mistake,
Because when mornig came
It was to late.
He had moved on, he found some one better
It wasn't too bad til i found out
He and my best friend were together.
When they were together
Everything seemed to be changing
I couldn't stand seeing the with each other
My feeling for him didn't seem to be fading.
But they broke up, he told me he didn't care about her,
But then they went upstairs and spent an hour in her room together.
He tells me things,
She tells me something different.
I don't know who to believe
I just wanna go
Just get up and leave.
I hate him so much
But no matter how hard I try,
I can't stop loving him
I just want to die.
It seems like the right thing to do
It'll make it all go away
I wouldn't have to think about those two
I wouldn't see his face in my mind everyday.
I can't stand these feelings,
i feel love, pain, and then hate
I luv him so much but i just can't take
All the luv he gives then takes away,
I don't understand how anyone can make some one feel this way.
If he really did luv her why did he tell her no?
And if he didn't like me why didn't he go?
Why didn't he follow her up the stairs
instead of staying with me and pretending to care?
I wonder all these things
But there's one thing i know is true,
He's the first boy i have loved
who made me feel like he luved me too.
 
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