Waiting around in a hell
Want to wipe my feelings clean
Dark and hopeless
You took your life
Now I’ll take mine
Someday you’ll realize
Just how my life was
You can never tell the truth
It never really matter much
I was invisible to you
One time was not enough
Went back again for more
Needed the pain to continue
To feel like my worthless self
Relied on myself
To strain out the pain
Made it easier to cope
People that cared - - noticed
They say a special person was lost
Don’t understand where it comes from
Was never anything great
Good enough wasn’t an option
Even if it was - - it’s something I couldn’t accomplish
I’m so careless
You couldn’t even imagine
Just want to leave for good
When I don’t return
That’s when everything will be ordinary

 
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