I saw you walkin down the street
And I knew you were the one
I visioned long conversations
Happy times and lots of fun

Then I saw you at school
You were checkin me out
Then you finally approached me
And said you liked me without a doubt

We went on our first date
And you kissed me softly on the cheek
You did the most gentlemenly thing
You didn't call me for a week

You were the best thing that ever happened
You were such a great guy
You were always there for me
You never made me cry

We shared long intimate kisses
And romantic late nights
We were the cutest couple
We never got into fights

So this day was very unusual
You didn't say hi
You didn't even talk to me
You just passed me by

The next thing I knew we were broken up
But I didn't know why
You didn't tell me a thing
So I went home and just cried

I had never felt pain like that
Not once in my life
I felt I didn't have a choice
So I picked up the knife

I hadn't cut since the day we met
Thats because I never felt pain
My day was so horrible
It even started to rain

I cut away at my skin
Hopeing you would take me back
I didn't even know what happened
It was a silent attack

My life has been hell since that day
But it was about to get worse
What is up with this year
It's like one big curse

I finally found out why we broke up
But all I could do was deny
I couldnt believe it
Everything we ever had was just a lie

Is she really that much better than me?
Is she everything you dreamed of?
Is she really special?
Even more beautiful than a dove?

Well I can answer those questions for you
Because I know her better than u ever will
She was my best friend
The thought of it made me ill

Did anything we ever had mean anything
Or was I just another girl
I didn't know what was going on
My world began to twirl

I really did love you
I thought you were great
I was already sucked in
By our first date

Well this is the end of our journey
So I guess this is 'Goodbye'
I'll never be over you
But I'v cried my last cry
 
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