Its like a nightmare
thats really came true..
I stay up all nite
adn im scared to wake in the morning
knowin i will have to face you.
You are my enemy
No longer my joy
You put me through misery
acting like a childish boy
Such a great father
For putting me through this abuse
Touchin me on the nights
No one else was home.
Mom worked 16 hours shifts
So she wouldnt care
..no she was never there
and the big protective bro
was too busy out tehre smokin dope..
While i was left alone
To be molested in my own home
Night after night
All i could say was..."daddy please dont."
Tears would role down my cheeks
Fear in my voice
..I trusted you
And still up to last year
I still never wanted you gone
Atleast not for too long
But now you are
and it hurts so bad
Now i have no one...
and i need you dad.


_No trust for older men_

 
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