I fight the temptation
to use the blade against me.
I fight the urge, I fight it just for you.
I know that I can fight it,
Only for so long.
I fight the urge to tell you,
to apologize for things I've done wrong.
I'm sorry that I lied to you,
I just can't bare the thought.
I can't hurt the one I love.
So I pretend that I am fine,
that everything's ok.
I pretend that I've been cured,
that I am no longer a threat to myself.

 
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