I remember always saying
I'd be better off dead,
I remember when i stopped praying
And cursed God instead.
Iremember fighting with my closest friend,
I remember saying this friendship will never end.
I remember the day the test read positive
I remember regretting everything I'd done,
Iremeber wishing I had had more fun
I remember hating what i had become
I remember when he said he thought i was the one.
I remember wonder what would've happened,
What my future would've been,
I remember all these things that happened back then.
I try to remember all the good times
just like the doctor said
I keep trying to remember,
I keep searching my head.
But I just keep coming back
Back to the fact that of all these people only one person really knows me
And not even she gets it
Not even she understands.
I remember crying myself to sleep
I remember the nights i simply couldn't
I've got all these memories
All these stories to tell
All these people i remember
Who told me to go to hell,
Well i hope your happy you little bastards
You got you God damn wish!
Cause all these things are just memories now
From a lost girl now floating with the fish.
 
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