A shadow of darkness surrounds me,
The light I see no more,
The people I love cast this shadow,
I’m scared to love anymore.

My feelings, if any, are buried,
Deep inside my heart,
But with each passing day a beat is lost,
As the two dieing halves move further apart.

How I wish I could be me again,
Do I trust enough to love once more?
Why is this choice for me to make?
How do I choose the right door?

How I long to escape this emptiness,
My desire to be free lives on,
Yet deeper and deeper I fall,
Into my dark forgotten soul.

 
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