i hate the day
the month and the year
i hate my body
only myself i fear
i hate people
and how they react to me
i have feelings
cant anyone see

im not some freak
and i dont need a cage
just leave me alone
let me die from age

i want to be 'normal'
just like everyone else
i want to be 'beatiful'
like someone else

if i wasnt me
or if i had a fresh start
people would like me
crowds would part
its too late now
and no one cares
know one wants to know me
no one dares

and i am below
because they are on top
and i am below
it'll never stop

i hate today
this month and this year
i hate myself
and only people i fear

 
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