i dont know if i have friends
nor a lover
or a family
i fear i am alone in the world

its something i cannot explain...
to have so many surrounding
but none really there
a crowd of only one real person

i dont know much anymore
i dont know what is real
or what i am creating
i cant tell mirrage
from material
mind games have overrun

my body can float anywhere i wish
whether i am truly there
i do not know
i wish i couldi wish i could

i used to...
reality used to be real
but for me it was like skin
slowly loosening as years pass by
and no longer did i care
what i was wearing
what i was doing
what i was saying

but that was fine
and i have learned to be
just being was my living
and that was fine

this is my peace
i have found peace in nothingness
 
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