Fifty pages now I have,
Of pain from loving you,
Fifty times I’ve lay and dreamt,
I wonder if you have too.

Fifty years I’ve said I’d wait,
For you to come back to me,
Fifty times I’ve sat and cried,
Thinking it may never be.

Fifty years of my future I see,
I don’t want you to be there,
Fifty miles away I need you,
Please, just go elsewhere.

Fifty times I’ve stood and stared,
At what I have become,
Fifty times I’ve wished and wished,
That from you I could just run.

Fifty strikes ahead I see,
Of which I’m lying dead,
Fifty times you’ve broken my heart,
In fifty pieces my heart is bled.

Fifty times “I love you” you’ve said,
Fifty times I’ve fell for your lies,
Fifty years of my life ahead,
Fifty years of your goodbyes.

 
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