Everyday I used to wish that
some how i would die. That
someone would stick a needle
in my eye. Then I could fly far far
away.

But then that happy day came
when my wishing ended. And
boy did I feel splendid. I found
you the boy I used to love. You
in my eyes came from above.

All my friends hated you but i didnt
care. They told me he would
cause me tears. They were
right and i was oh so wrong.
I thought i could be strong. But
all the time when i wasnt wishing
to end my life. It all came back that
day.

I used to pray that you would
take me back.

Then you did and I was happy
once more. But that soon ended
with a huge fight. You took flight
right into one of my friends arms.

Needless to say I hate that friend
to this day for stealing my love from
me. I used to plee with him to
dump my friend and take me
back cuz I needed him.

I even told him I lost weight and
was now slim. You see he called
me fat all the time so I starved
myself. But he just kept telling me
no. So now im still trying one year
later to grow away from him.

I went and found some one new
but that didnt help me one bit.
I couldnt stop thinking of you. The
one who made me so blue. All
my friends cant believe I still love
him. But my heart was destroyed.

Now I had a boy and he was
helping me put my heart together
piece by piece. So I think im
getting better. I got help with my
life. I threw away my favorite knife.

I feel as if im a new bird just
learning to fly. Cuz now I know that
I dont want to die!
 
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