What are you gunna doing when you yell so loud that I leave for good,
leave forever?
What are you going to do then?
Where will you be?
How will you live?
Where will I go?
Somewhere that you wont find me
how will I live?
I don’t even know that ill make it.
But I know I can’t go back to that disaster.
I have to say “yes mommy I love you”
but I cant live with all the scars that I give myself everyday.
I want you to know that I will miss you!
For some reason I can’t sleep at night wondering what will happen tomorrow,
will you yell at my louder?
Will you put up your hand to hit me?
I know for sure that yes you will yell at me louder.
You will not put up your hand to hit me…
because ill be on the bathroom floor cutting my waist wishing this will all
end…

 
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