you love me and respect me
and tell me im the only one
everyday is getting better
and we've only just begun

my tears are all but falling
and my wrists, so sweetly clean
i gave up my bad habbits
i know you'd do the same for me

you mix in with a new crowd
and change everything you are
and im fading to invisible
like a long forgoten scar

when your with them you ignor me
dont even stop by to say hello
no hug, no kiss, no nothing
where did the real you go?

i hide amoungst the shadows
as you smoke your deadly smoke
and secretly i start to wish
that maybe you will choke

i pull some pills out from my pocket
the ones you told me not to take
cuz every time that you inhale
i feel my spirit break

i watch you with a quite eye
and take one pill for ever breath
and im watching you ignor me
i hope these pills will bring me death

next thing i know im in a dark place
im being run by something new
being held captive by my body
and i dont know what to do

im being carried by somebody
but the face is not your own
you left me with somebody
i guess your heart is made of stone

im laying on the cold groud
searching for your face
in the distance i can hear your laughter
why did you leave me in this place?

someone else is holding me now
and keeping me from harm
and though im still here on the cold ground
some how i feel warm

you knew i could be dying
you knew i was laying there
but you walked off with your fucking friends
and didnt even care
 
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