Funny, 
how I used to adore the night; 
now I pray my mouth off 
for morning to come 
faster. 
I hate the pitch blackness 
that swallows me whole, 
but slowly licks and savors me 
until there is nothing left and I lie, 
facing upward with my eyes 
wide open, 
until the sky turns 
some sort of awkward turquoise- 
then, 
and only then, 
do I know it is safe to
 close my eyes 
and drift 
into some sort of rest.
 
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