So many fights... so many tears. Its all coming back to me... all the many
fears. I dont wanna scream...I don't wanna have to be mean. But you put me
threw so much pain and anger, then try to act like nothing ever happend!?!
But something did happen, you brought pain and anger throught my mind. So
dont try to be kind! I try to move on, I try not to care. But then all the
many thoughts pop up outta' nowhere. We were there for eatchother for so
long, we were by eatchothers side... nothing ever seemed wrong. But then
little by little shit seemed to change. And before you knew you it, I was in
pain. You see, we changed, but not together. We grew... but grew apart. I
only wish I seen this coming from the start. I wanna tell my self its for
the best, and I knew that forever wouldn't last. You were my baby... my boo.
How could I ever forget about you!?! I dont wanna forget you, I dont want
you to dissapear out of my life, but how come whenever I talk to you, I feel
pain as if my heart was hit with a knife!?! All the "I Love You's" all the
"I Cares". But then again, If you loved me...and if you cared, how come
whenever I needed you the most, you never seemed to be there!?!
 
Copyright © kristy215, All Rights Reserved