I love me I hate me.
Beat me kill me!
to me its all the same.
still i take my chances and i stay.
but one day i will have to walk away.

i need to cry and cut just one more time.
i need to cry i need to die let me cut one more time.
i need to cry i need to find a way out let me cut one more time.

I need to hear u voice i need to say goodbye let me cut one more time.
i need to see the sad look upon Ur face when i say everything n walk away
let me cut one more time.
i need to show u how much u hurt me by leaving u there to cry alone let me
cut one more time.

So many days so many night where i have just wanted to die looked past all
of it and told u everything i felt i needed to hide.
Let me cut one more time.

i hate looking into Ur green eyes becuz its like I’m forced to look into the
past being forced to make something that should end last.
Let me cut one more time.

i cant stress over this life that has turned into my hell cant look at the
outside world becuz I’m locked up in a room without windows and love.
let me cut one more time.

This is the end of me and you as u continue to live and i just let myself
die. walking away its my choice not to stay.
let me cut one more time.

U have killed me with Ur hateful words. Took me by my hair hung me there and
cut me again and again. Till the blood dripped onto tho floor.
U laughed as u seen all the blood.
Let me cut one more time.

Let me do it this time stay away from me let me hide in my corner and be
dead.
let me cut one more time.

 
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