I'm not anything you your self wouldn't be....
i hang my head high threw every midnight cry...
I'm not ashamed of who I'm suppose to be...
i just cant face who's fault it is i haven't reached the right
level of -me-...
the fault falls to each and every unreached platform that i see....
no where to hide from the shackles i gladly fasten to my feet....
I'm scared of sleep
scared of defeat....
i cant let my control slip...my hands will glide off the wheel and ill plum
it twords the fate of my family tree.....
if only a different name...different DNA.....
scared reckless ill end up scraping the tips of my finger prints....
scared ill end up blaming my roots.....
the need to succeed boils my brains....
counting every blink afraid ill fall to my feet.....building my fate in
colored blocks....
insane, I'll sit mapping out my future in squared lots....
I've got a diseasee to beat...that diseas is carried in me....
I'm sick with a curse....and that curse is in the blood I'm made
of....
no cure..ill die infected....i cant stop to think or I'll choke on my
insecurities....like those before me....i wont be like her....my life's
worth the fees......she never deserved to have me...
 
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