i lead myself astray
once again to feel the rain
the cold water on the sand
my memories come back again
i tried to walk a mile
but tripped and failed, no smile
the pain just seems to stay
i"ve chosen my old ways
i"ve been doing things that are wrong, and i knew it all along
look what i have done
i hurt myself and someone
the thorns that are in my side
reflect my own lies
we say life's not fare
but i really just don't care
if i could do it all over again
i'd stay away from sin
but look what i am doing
putting my life to ruin
my best friends bring me down
and i end up with a frown
nothing kills my pain
with every ending day always the same
i'll die sad and lonely, with no one left to hold me
and if my scars wont heal
my life i'd want to kill

my memories wont seem to melt
and i could kill myself
so here i am standing on the edge
and all for one reason i choose to be dead
 
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