so many things
that i wanted to say
before you left the way you did

so much pain it brings
every single day
because you left the way you did

i meant to tell you that i loved you
you were my only best friend
i wanted to hold in my arms
and never let the moment end

but you drove away into the night
with out a single good bye
i couldnt swallow my pride
and just let you see my cry

i sat out in the car
mascara running down my face
my mom took your gift to the door
my memories cant be erased

i just keep telling my self
"it didnt end that way"
but the truth of it is
that you died that day

and now im left here on this earth
to face the things we once faced together
you were always there for me
through any kind of weather

and im laying here crying
on the shoulder of thin air
and im left here alone
with no one there to care

you were my everything, my all
why did your life have to end
you were the one and only, absoluetly
the worlds greatest friend

and so i walk the halls of high school
with out a single clue
and when i sit down in class
i save a seat, just for you

cuz your still my all, my only
my everything
and im still so unsure
of what life with out you might bring

so i stand here, alone
in the halls of high school
and the only thing ive leared
is that pride is for fools

never again will it happen
i wont let a moment slip by
i could have said my farewells
if id just let you see me cry.

 
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