Deatiny has it's way
& this is my price to pay
I was too confident, too conceded
Too cocky & loved too little
Something so horrible
That's what I've become
Opening something I shouldn't have
Drank to much of that 80 proof rum
Now derpessed cuz I ain't sober
Realizing &trying to deal
Paranoid with the pain
Now knowing I've tried not to feel
But this, the only satisfying gain
Something so quick and so vain
Something nobody deserves to go through
But my fate was to
Inside I've hurt so much I'm already dead
There's no reason to not stumble into that shed
Opening the case and loading the gun
The one that was self perscribed
Cuz I'm obviously one fucked up hun
Having no world, Having no life
Can't start over so why live in strife
Can't use a knife, that won't show through my statement
Not like a puddle of blood & brains
Or a dead girl with a self put bullet
Straight in her head, lying dead
On the warming pavement
Her last engravment on the ground
A flower & a tear
...She still was looking for some amazement
 
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