im just so empty and alone
is this how im supposed to feel
look at what has become of me
just so i can feel something real

this blade is all i've got to release my pain
just watch the blood flow down my arm
letting go to all i've held onto for so long
the only way to feel alivem is self harm

would they even notice i was gone
i ask myself this every night
the blood boils inside my veins
and i just cant stand another fight

when i hide these bruises and cuts
i'm hiding who i really am
sometimes i wonder if you'd even care
you never seemed to give a damn

so maybe i'll stay
or maybe i'll go
but i dont tell you what i feel inside
so i guess you'll never know
 
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