so you say that your stressed out
that its all too much now
you just cant take it anymore

what happened? it was all so well.
i hate to be the one that caused you this pain
its the last thing i would ever want to do

so you ask of me to take a break.
so you can try to sort things out
and to my misfortune, i agreed

the past few weeks for me have been hell.
knowing that your not here at my side
and theres that chance you could leave me forever

you kno you're in love when you cant stop thinking of them.
when every thought brings back memories of that special person
no im not obsessive, im in love.

the other day seemed to hit me the worst
you asked those words i hoped to never hear
"would you be upset if i started talking to other people?"

how could you ask that? of course i would!
i wish you wouldnt, but i cant stop you
i want you to be happy, not to feel like me.

i yearn for the next time i can talk to you
the next chance for my spirits to be liften from the depths of my soul
the next time i can be happy again

I saw you tonight.. and of course i was happy.
i felt lifted from the darkness i have been living in.
seeing your face was like a glimpse from heaven.

and then hell came back to haunt me.
i asked for a hug before i departed; but my response was all but heavenly
you said no, and turned your back on me and walked away.

I have never felt as hurt as i did just then,
it was like a had a knife stabbed into my heart right there,
i felt like i wanted to crawl over and die.
 
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