I watched you walk away from me,
Just fade away into the dark,
So why are you still here?
Why even in my dreams are you with me?
And why do I hate you so damn much,
Yet you won’t let me be free?
I can’t believe I was so stupid,
To let you into my life,
To give you a piece of my heart,
And to sit and watch you play with it,
Just like a little boy you break it,
My heart is not a toy!
I just want to forget, just want you to leave.
But I’ve tried so hard to be rid of you,
And I’ve realised the best I can do,
Is hate you as much as I possibly can,
Because you’ve infected your place in my heart,
Took it for granted and tossed it aside.
I thought you were different,
But you’re just like the others,
I hate you for that and I hate you for leaving,
I hate you for lying and I hate you for changing.
But what I hate you for most of all,
Is holding me, warm in your arms,
Looking into my eyes and saying ‘I love you’.
I hate you for that because I believed you,
I believed all your lies, and now I have died,
Killed by the warmth of your deceit.
I gave up my whole life for you,
But all you ever wanted was to hurt me,
And leave me all alone,
You just wanted to destroy me,
And watch my body rot away.
Well you got your wish but I’m watching over you,
Protecting you from the world,
And pitying who you are,
For I have no choice but to look after you,
But I’ll never forget what you’re doing to me,
And I’ll never forget what we had.
I’ll continue to cry and wish you were gone,
And I’ll never ever stop trying,
To kill you completely,
But at night I’ll still lie and I’ll cry,
Asking myself,
Why won’t you leave?

 
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