Dear "God",
What the fuck is wrong with you? With our main stream society? You see all
these people dying, crying, wishing for everything to be okay. Yet, you
turn to the side, and laugh at us. Leaving us with no hope, except for to
die.
The popular girl you see, the one thats so pretty. Shes got everything she
wants and still shes unhappy. Shes got the most popular boyfriend, a mob of
friends, shes prom queen this year. Shes head of the cheerleading squad,
nice body and nice moves. But behind the smile she shows, shes not liking
the life she owns. Theres a secret deep inside that she truly wants to hide.
Her parents are a wreck, they keep fighting and this girl locks herself in
her room to be hidden away from all this pain. In her sacred diary she
writes, "WHY WONT YOU TAKE ME?!?" as her tears smudge the writing on the
page. She doesn't like this life she lives, so she begs for you to take her.
But instead you ignore her and leave her be...
The gothic boy that wanders down the hall. Getting picked on, hit and
smacked around. Acts so tough when hes screaming for a way out. Not wanting
to go to school and not wanting to go home because everywhere he goes he
gets bullied. His mom is an alcoholic, dads gone he's just had it. Step dad
is such fuckin prick. And his 19 year old sister is nothing but a bitch. No
matter where he goes, people stare at him, talk about him, won't leave him
alone. Because he dresses different from everybody else. Now what has he
done to be ignored by you, pushed aside by you, be hurt by you?
Then there's the nerdy little shy girl who's gets only straight A's.
Freckles on her face with her nose buried in books all day at school. The
other kids beg her to let them cheat but she always says no and they start
to hate her even more. When she goes into her room, laying on her bed she
cries, holding onto her teddy bear. And she'll look around the room, staring
at her stuffed animals and wish "Why can't they be my real friends?" Yes, so
why can't she have real friends? Can you ask me that? She gets good grades
for her parents, listens to every word they say. Yet you can't find the
decentsy to give her ONE friend so she can for once play?
What about the kids in different countries? The ones who are dying because
they are under-nourishment? Since, you're so high in power, can't YOU feed
them? Can't YOU nurse them to health? I mean, "You do love all the children"
and you are the almighty one...right? Why can't YOU take care of them? If
you love all these children how about you start taking care of them, for
once?
I guess you aren't the man people say you are. You love us? I don't think
so. This pain you bring upon us, to make us cry for death, is a plan for you
to take more souls. You don't want us to be happy. You wants us to be
depressed.
Everyone comes off as a 'normal' hiding between a fake plastic smile but
deep down we all just need an escape, some where to lose all troubles. Some
where we can call a non-broken home. Some chose death, some want paradise.
But no matter how much we long for these, you refuse to give it to us and so
we sit here and try to go on in life. But "God", Why can't you help these
people who long for you?
To you...For you...Dear God...
-Me
 
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