i've got knots in my stomach
and for a moment i cant breathe
got the feeling i wanna cry
but i dont know the reason why

dont wanna be in this moment
i know the feeling all too well
painful secrets left unsaid
cant help but wish i were dead

its easier to believe you're all alone
than to think of what you're giving up
you stay in the shadows, out of sight
coz you're not used to seeing the light

looking for something to make it ok
when you've got nothing to live for
you hate the life you've got
spent all your time trying to be something you're not

you've got me on my knees
asking for another chance
i need something that is real
i'd give anything just to feel

she goes for a walk in the rain
suffering from the pain you know she feels inside
i know the dream all too well
up until the part where she fell

scars hidden below the surface
always left broken and abused
the bruises never faded away
she wouldnt live to see another day

waking up from this nightmare
accept you're laying on the floor
its raining, it must be a flood
slowly look down, realizing you're laying in your own blood

got that feeling in your stomach again
crying so hard you cant see at all
blade still in your hand from the cut before
escaping reality, you figure, why not one more

one cut too many, or just enough
finally set free from these chains
controlling your pain is an easier drive
than knowing you won't make it out alive

 
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